soul soup
i don't care
Monday, 24 October 2011
Sunday, 23 October 2011
day in, day out
I'm blue. It's along time i haven't written and i just wrote then i press a wrong button and now i do it again.
There're so many things happened to me. They made me tired and stressful. The toptic here is love and friendship. There're some people said they loved me.. but i don't know. i even don't know what is love. Anyway my parents don't allow me have any special relationship. I'm a baby girl in their mind forever. And i don't know when they can understand me in this aspect. I know they worried for me cuz i live far from home. But i'm a 20-year-old girl. I'm not a little girl any more. Sometimes I wondered when i get mature, because i live in their peace round when i was a child. And now i feel they don't believe me. I wish they can understand me...
This term i have 8 subjects and my final exams are coming nearer and nearer. I'm under pressure. If i don't do them well, my parents will punish me. I'm sure for it... hic,hic,hic :(
what should i do? they're really difficult. All i can do now is try and hope for the best. i don't know. Sometimes i console myself that everything will be okay..
I'm tired now.. it's late. and the outside, the noise from traffic disturb me. I'm in HaNoi, the capital city of Viet Nam. I wanna say the truth, Sometimes, i hate this place. >''< i wanna be somewhere quiet...
There're so many things happened to me. They made me tired and stressful. The toptic here is love and friendship. There're some people said they loved me.. but i don't know. i even don't know what is love. Anyway my parents don't allow me have any special relationship. I'm a baby girl in their mind forever. And i don't know when they can understand me in this aspect. I know they worried for me cuz i live far from home. But i'm a 20-year-old girl. I'm not a little girl any more. Sometimes I wondered when i get mature, because i live in their peace round when i was a child. And now i feel they don't believe me. I wish they can understand me...
This term i have 8 subjects and my final exams are coming nearer and nearer. I'm under pressure. If i don't do them well, my parents will punish me. I'm sure for it... hic,hic,hic :(
what should i do? they're really difficult. All i can do now is try and hope for the best. i don't know. Sometimes i console myself that everything will be okay..
I'm tired now.. it's late. and the outside, the noise from traffic disturb me. I'm in HaNoi, the capital city of Viet Nam. I wanna say the truth, Sometimes, i hate this place. >''< i wanna be somewhere quiet...
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
weird-world
Today I realize one thing that smile can help you see the sunshine. when you smile, you can see the brightest things in the world. If you selfish with yourself, you only stand alone in the darkness.
See this beautiful life..
Save me from breaking down
La la la...
It's been too long since the last time that we talked like this
And there's the strangest feeling in me that I can't dismiss
Come sit with me here and speak with me while we're here
I have things I need to make clear
My tea grows cold as raindrops land upon the windowpane
My heart grows heavy as I look in your familiar face
The words are forming so please do not ignore me
This could be the end it could be
Stand by me and pray for me
Try to find the words to save a soul from dying
La la la...
Cry for me and I'm sorry
It's not fair for me to put you through my sorrow
There's no other way that I could show
It's not easy asking you for help
It's not easy crying to myself
I need a friend
Someone to hold me when I'm scared and lonely
Could you be the one to hold my hand?
Could you be the one to understand?
Things in my heart you need to know
Look into my eyes maybe you will finally see
The pain I've hidden, all those secret years of misery
If you could feel it, if I could just reveal it
We could do this faster and easier
The thing is, no one promises that life is always kind
And sometimes we are people shocked by horrors that we find
It could be near us or buried deep within us
Da da da...
Stand by me and pray for me
Try to find the words to save a soul from dying
La la la...
Cry for me and I'm sorry
It's not fair for me to put you through my sorrow
There's no other way that I could show
It's not easy asking you for help
It's not easy crying to myself
I need a friend
Someone to hold me when I'm scared and lonely
Could you be the one to hold my hand?
Could you be the one to understand?
Things in my heart you need to know
Here before you, my heart's breaking
Listen to the sound
Turn back time if only I knew how
Take me to that place where healing can
Wrap me in a wave of love again
Can I believe that there is hope to bring me out of misery
Is there love that casts out all my fear?
Can I speak to you with words sincere?
These are the things I need to know
Save me from breaking down
La la la...
La la la...
It's been too long since the last time that we talked like this
And there's the strangest feeling in me that I can't dismiss
Come sit with me here and speak with me while we're here
I have things I need to make clear
My tea grows cold as raindrops land upon the windowpane
My heart grows heavy as I look in your familiar face
The words are forming so please do not ignore me
This could be the end it could be
Stand by me and pray for me
Try to find the words to save a soul from dying
La la la...
Cry for me and I'm sorry
It's not fair for me to put you through my sorrow
There's no other way that I could show
It's not easy asking you for help
It's not easy crying to myself
I need a friend
Someone to hold me when I'm scared and lonely
Could you be the one to hold my hand?
Could you be the one to understand?
Things in my heart you need to know
Look into my eyes maybe you will finally see
The pain I've hidden, all those secret years of misery
If you could feel it, if I could just reveal it
We could do this faster and easier
The thing is, no one promises that life is always kind
And sometimes we are people shocked by horrors that we find
It could be near us or buried deep within us
Da da da...
Stand by me and pray for me
Try to find the words to save a soul from dying
La la la...
Cry for me and I'm sorry
It's not fair for me to put you through my sorrow
There's no other way that I could show
It's not easy asking you for help
It's not easy crying to myself
I need a friend
Someone to hold me when I'm scared and lonely
Could you be the one to hold my hand?
Could you be the one to understand?
Things in my heart you need to know
Here before you, my heart's breaking
Listen to the sound
Turn back time if only I knew how
Take me to that place where healing can
Wrap me in a wave of love again
Can I believe that there is hope to bring me out of misery
Is there love that casts out all my fear?
Can I speak to you with words sincere?
These are the things I need to know
Save me from breaking down
La la la...
Thursday, 6 October 2011
good night!!!
a day passed so quickly.. day by day i go to school and learn something from my teachers and my friends. it's the real life. life is so hard. and we have many things to deal with. today it's still rainy and chilly weather makes me feel uncomfortable and exhausted.. weird-world.. i got flu..so sad.. and headache.. i don't wanna do anything. oh.. a 20-year-old girl.. time passes over and we get older and older..
this afternoon, a friend of mine asked me what we live for?
a really difficult question but it's sometimes easy to answer, right?
can you give me your idea, my friends?
now is 23:29 p.m ... time to sleep.. (:|
i'm sleepy.. it's so cold but just try to sleep.
i'm really need a bed :( i wanna sleep on a bed instead of the cold floor :((
good night !!!
this afternoon, a friend of mine asked me what we live for?
a really difficult question but it's sometimes easy to answer, right?
can you give me your idea, my friends?
now is 23:29 p.m ... time to sleep.. (:|
i'm sleepy.. it's so cold but just try to sleep.
i'm really need a bed :( i wanna sleep on a bed instead of the cold floor :((
good night !!!
Wednesday, 5 October 2011
time's up
today is a special day... a rainy day... i find my tears again.. when hearing a waiting tone of my friend... it's a song... a sad song..
i'll never forget.. 3 years ago.. you give me sad eyes as today.. and i'll never forget you.. my first love
my tears droppeddddddddd.....................................because of youuuuuuuuuuuu.................
We’ve know each others for 7 yearsNo one can even think that saying goodbye is so easy
But we did break up
In my mind, there’s the memory about our arguments..
I don’t know if we meet each others when we were too young
Because we can’t stop from changing
People say that it’s relly hurt when saying goodbye
But we even can’t feel this pain
We must releive our mind : “ That’s the way thing turns to be”
I just cry and ignore time is passing by
I regret and miss you
I look at myself
First, we’re just friends
Then we’re lovers
So true that it’s hard to keep the friendship after we broke up
Since then, in almost 3 years, we just sometimes contact
Although I’ve had a new love
I still called you everytime I sad and cry silently
Telling you : “ You should also try to find a good person “
But truly inside my heart, I don’t want this happen
And telling myself that “ Maybe she still loves me ?”
I know these days we were both still young
We won’t never have this love once again
That just remains as memory
In some moments, I can feel your coldness
I know that there’s nothing I can do
I heard that you’re going to get married
I’m dead in some seconds
I cried because I really want to hear you say one last sentence : “ I love you “
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
our time
Tomorrow, i'll have a test with maths. I"m so worrried now. What should i do? How can i passover it? Oh, i really don't wanna think about it any more but it's coming. >_< . So stressful T_T
I'm under pressure of marks.
s-t-o-n-e f-l-o-w-e-r ~~~~~~ i wish tomorrow everything will be okay!!!
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